아홉 번째 편지

Dear Anonymous,

Something is wrong with me these past few days. I feel numb. I try not to think too much and just concentrate on what I have to do. Someone told me to stop and order my thoughts. People around me seem like shadows; or maybe I became the shadow. 

Happy smiles usually hide troubles. There are many people who hide their true feelings and bury them in the depths of their hearts. Those feelings change you. When you feel depressed and lonely, your whole demeanor changes. Some notice and ask you what is wrong but most people don't notice at all. It's all fake if you think about it. I got to the point where I'm wondering if someone had ever been genuinely worried about me. 《Are you alright? You don't seem alright 》Did anyone ever ask you that?

여섯째 글자

Dear Anonymous,


You know, lately I started to think more realistically. Life is so surprising. I just started to think of it as water. In the end, there are a lot of people who say that life is flowing through the universe; it's a continuous river. That's what each life signifies and they all meet and create an ocean; the Universe itself. But, at the bottom of each river there should be a few rocks.Why rocks you may wonder? Because they are what keep the river on a steady path.If there are not enough rocks then the wind will mess it up and also, will mess the balance therefore the calmness will disappear. The river will become aimless and will lose itself and its meaning. 

I believe that's how life is. We each have a meaning and like the rivers, we need rocks to keep us on a right path. Personal relationships like friendship or love, people who accept us how we are, those are life's rocks. The wind may as well be the crowd, the society...if we lose our aim and we leave ourselves be changed then we lose our meaning and we become common. I don't want to be another face in the crowd. I want to grow into someone who respects and is respected and I want to be a good influence on whoever I meet. 

두 번째 글자

     Dear Anonymous, 

I tried so hard to stay away from you but I ended up getting closer. Now, I lay in bed and try to forget the times we spent together. I'm afraid I might not be able to erase the image of your face from my mind but I can't seem to regret. Out there, out there has to be someone who can understand me. I just hope I will get to him in time. I hope he will be able to feel the bond between us and accept me. Even if that won't happen, I will continue to believe that hope is what changes the fate and I shall not hold any regrets. If I can't find you, then...maybe you may be able to find me. You, the person I'm linked to without doing anything, my one true love.

첫 글자

Dear Anonymous,

Would it be fair to say I've never believed in fate and true love before? Of course, it would be all a lie now since I have been strongly influenced by fate all along towards my true love and even though the path was full of mistakes...I don't regret anything at all.